lost in the silence

It’s February 15, and I never thought about what I wanted my New Year Resolutions to be. I guess the start of the year is always just so busy to me that I never think about it. I have been thinking about it now, wondering what possible thing I’ll claim to do. I don’t want…

heavy in your arms

When I was a little girl, I had big dreams. A very typical thing. I wanted to be one of those writers that people remember years after, and simply someone who loved me. Now, I have many people that love me, but I wanted, still do, a love surrounds me completely. At the marvelous age…

and the bells are ringing out

I was in the car with one of my best friend’s on Friday. We were having an amazingly rad car karaoke sessions. Our latest favorite is Sweet Dreams are Made of a Seven Nation Army. Clearly it is a mashup of two wonderful songs, and my friend and I agreed this is our favorite mashup (that we…

mr. sandman walks into a room

As a person, we sound be more mindful. There is so much hate towards other people that it’s scary. I cannot imagine how someone can build hatred upon hatred on someone they do not even know, or in some cases, a type a person. There are people I know that claim they aren’t homophobic or…

leave you when the summer comes

Isn’t it funny how one can literally feel when you lose a piece of yourself? Your fingers grasping tightly against the opposing force. They turn such a pale color that it startles you a bit. The force is becoming stronger and stronger. You’re so afraid; you refuse to let go . . . only your…

we will run away to another galaxy

I’ve said I don’t regret the things I’ve done, but I regret the things I didn’t do.   The summer of 2014, I had something I never had before. A boyfriend. It was exciting and new, and I was absolutely terrified of embarrassing myself in front of him. I was afraid of looking senseless and saying…

take a deep breath

Take a deep breath, and breathe. That’s the mantra everyone encourages, right? Everything will be okay, if you breath. Sometimes, it’s easy to forget to breath. You could simply be auditioning for a play or simply doing yoga. It could be anything. You get caught up in the moment, worrying about managing to finish and…