my hands are cold

When I first started this blog, I was using it to get rid of a heartbreak.   It became very theraputic for me. I was able to release my feelings in a generally healthy way. I’m a believer that it’s better to talk about your feelings, confront people before bottling things. Lock away the key….

he doesn’t look a thing like jesus

I finished The Office. It seems so mundane and ordinary, but it was something special for me. I remember laying on the couch with  my former boyfriend and laughing until our sides hurts. Some of the show wasn’t as funny as others, but some just caused giggles for days. One of my favorite parts of the…

just say that we agree and then never change

I never wanted a Dean. Dean Forester. I never knew that was his last name, and I absolutely love the Gilmore Girls; it’s my favorite. By the way, this will have some spoilers if you haven’t watched Gilmore Girls yet. Rory and Dean are sweet. She accidently steals something from Doose’s, because he kissed her and she thanked…

you float like a feather

There is this article I found, and I find myself going back to that article to reread it. It’s a BuzzFeed article, and yes, I know, clickbait. That’s not the point though. It’s “37 Of The Most Heartbreakingly Beautiful Lines In Literature,” compiled by Jamie Jones. It seems that the quotes submitted by the general…

now with passion in our eyes

I saw Dirty Dancing on the stage with some great friends a couple of weeks ago. It was spectacular, and it was a great opportunity to see it. The experience was also an adventure. Our seats were toward the left if you’re looking in the direction of the stage, and they were about in the middle. The…

a look in somebody’s eyes

I hate how can’t stop thinking about him. Thinking of him has become such a subconscious thought. I’ll see something small, something insignificant, and I’ll think of him. No one else notices it, but I do. I feel happy in my life, but I get so lonely. He was my best friend, and now, I’ve…

life is cheap they say

I’ve been reading a lot. Well, as much as possible, and that can be a bit hard being in university. I’ve been really into memoirs, and they actually help me understand things about myself. I don’t like to return orders in restaurants, even if I know I was very explicit in my details when saying…

the hardest of hearts

I’ve been very reflective recently. It kind of scares me as I keep drifting toward topics I would rather not think of. About three years ago a lot major things happened to me in March. I lost a man that wasn’t my father, but he held the title of dad. He was what I deserved…

first breath after coma

I was a vegetarian for almost three years. I loved it actually. No one told me I had to become a vegetarian, because it was wrong to eat meat. A lot of people did complain when I didn’t eat meat though. My boyfriend at the time and my father complained. At first, it was just…

to open the world and send it reeling

All of my life, I’ve been afraid. I’ve been afraid of doing anything that doesn’t automatically fit into what I consider safe. I like schedules and knowing what to expect, but I am working hard to become more spontaneous. I don’t want to blame the way I am on my childhood, but my childhood did leave an…

what kind of man loves like this

Another friend and I was talking about what we wanted in relationships. It’s a heavy topic for anyone to tackle, even if it is talked about casually.   I was telling him how I wanted someone to watch movies and television shows with. I wanted someone I could talk to. I want someone who’ll know…

lost in the silence

It’s February 15, and I never thought about what I wanted my New Year Resolutions to be. I guess the start of the year is always just so busy to me that I never think about it. I have been thinking about it now, wondering what possible thing I’ll claim to do. I don’t want…